I decided on a new blog

https://sprecher.wordpress.com/

Nothing better to do. But still gonna keep this here.

Just me and the silent night

At this moment in time I feel peaceful. 'Cause it has been a good night to sit down and do some reading for tomorrow's lab. MSN is acting all strange. Or maybe it's just me.

I think I am too slack. 'Cause I almost missed class yesterday because I was watching some stand up comedy at the PC Cluster. Damn..

Anyway, I was just wondering, I will only pass this way once. And so, I am determined to make the people who crossed my path happy, and treat everybody as equals, friends or foe, because I will only pass this way once. And I could not pass this way again, any time in the future.

Wishful thinking? I am a better man, that I am sure. Not necessarily the best, but good enough.

When you know it's time

Been thinking.

OK, so I think alot, but it's alright to do that, isn't it? Anyway, I have been thinking alot about things which in the past will never even crossed my mind, 'cause I couldn't care less.

I have been thinking about my friends whom I have not seen in ages. One just came and visit me 2 days ago. I thought to myself, maybe I should make more time for these friends. 'Cause I have been through many things with them, and it seems like I have not talked for the longest time. Maybe I should.

I have been thinking about studies. Like I need to hit the books real soon. 'Cause I have misterms looming, and I have been lagging in class. I should just forget about anything else and start studying for real, instead of just flipping through my notes. Maybe I should.

I have been thinking about Buaya Week. I told myself that this is gonna be my last time playing this game, and that I should give my best. But somehow, felt like playing this year was a mistake. 'Cause I felt like just not doing anything. And anything that I did so far was less than satisfying and fulfilling, at least on my side. Anyway, this is stupid, to think of this now.

I have been thinking about Rag. I met a friend yesterday, who told me certain things which sounded so true. No, I am not gonna tell what she said, 'cause it's a private conversation. I told her things about my Rag, and she told me hers. We exchanged notes and stuffs. The winning formula, she asked, and I said, all the bull about passion, and strong bonds and strong team, the winning formula is simply a group of people who shares the same values. I believe, and this is true, that a group of people who shares the same values can do anything together. Bonds, and passion and dedication will naturally follow.

I think, and this is not some wishful thinking, that the only reason we lost, is that we didn't believe enough. OK, and also the fact that we are not rich enough.

To a certain somebody, who will obviously read this: Miss you lots.