And so it is

I'm back home.

In a flash, things that you think will never happen usually have a knack of happening when you least expected it. I feel bad, for worrying about exams, or my CAP, or my score. When the very things that I should be worried about were staring at my face. You know that adage about how the real problems in life are those that will blindside you on an idle Sunday afternoon? How true, how true.

I was lamenting about how I was always fighting fire before exams. Little did I know my family was fighting fire too, literally. And I am really feeling down for all these things to happen. I couldn't do a thing to help or to make things better. I wish I could turn back time, and all this wouldn't happen. But you know I know I can't.

And so it is, here I am, back home. Torn between two responsibilities. Sorry, I have different moral standards, and different values from yours. If only I have the ability to split myself. Please don't laugh.